One thing I appreciate is that my spirit has not been broken enough to make me want to harm myself, I know those things wont fix me or make it better. I thank god that he is working with me to restore my mental and emotional strength. Some days are better than others, but most days I can barely get through work without wanting to disappear or literally fight someone for just being so annoying. Then when I get home I don’t do any work, I hide in my room away from family and sleep. No social interactions no communication. This thing is making me into someone I don’t even really like.



















